the one and only.....MUA

2009-01-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

jus got to say something before i sleep. my only freedom
knowing someone that is more sensible than u is always better, but learning from that certain someone might bring u one step better than him/her.
dunno what came through my mind but yeah..

sitting down in front of the com rite now, and not sleeping --> stupid decision, since its alr 12.09am and tmr still got run )):
haiz, wasn't too happy for myself during today's time trials, still haven gotten the hang of things, muscles still aching from Super High Intensity Training(S.H.I.T.)
i just hope tmr will be a better day than today ((:
jus praying very hard to get through orientation, classes, EXTRA classes, and esp training (since its twice a day)
don't even have enough time to tell myself ur gonna get some good nite's rest tonite... haiz.. sian )): wadeva..

sometimes not doing what u shld have done a long time ago, really brings forward the regrets left behind. confused by the actions, frustrated at what the next step to do, and trying very hard to get the attention.. is it worth it?

2009-01-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

happy belated new year to everyone
had my first clubbing exp jus days ago, was quite ok.. but cant share much, otherwise scared tio flamed.. :P
aiyah jus have to say something lar..
sometimes love doesn't need you to pour out ur whole soul to that person.. its just needs that special one to notice that little bit of effort from u
loving someone jus means that U think that he/she is the whole word to U ONLY *includes rivals*
sometimes not getting that special one doesn't mean ur a loser, it jus means that you jus tried a wrong approach/plan and u need to devise a new one
strong determination and will power does not give u the girl always.. there are always other factors, such as a little bit of fate, a little bit of faith, commitment, creativity (the girls want the romance).. and other stuff as well *cant think now- 2plus
oh yah forgot to mention as well - jus cos u think u've met 'that special person' doesn't mean ur gonna get him/her )): its a sad reality *though there are exceptions to this ((:
thats all from me

2008-11-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

felt bored, drank at home with odacers.. could have been better though.

was kinda different,drinking at home, even with parents around, feel a bit safer :)

another time? 6th nov or jus 13th nov? more alcohol? more games as well? (kinda boring after playing same old games)

jus something to think abt; success is when one worries abt everything except money :) do ppl, esp youths today only get true freedom when they are sleeping? do they really worry abt nothing when they are sound asleep? do we, as youths, have the slightest thing that goes thru our mind each day? or even when as we fall into deep slumber? do we really have the final right to go to sleep each day? or is it earned thru various ways? is a comatose state better than a sound one? does sleep take away time or does it give u more in other ways? is sleep more of a living thing as compared to other human beings? sleeping- a necessary luxury or jus a addiction that we all have?

not much to say now...

2008-10-30T09:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm its been a while.. actually abt 3 years?
wow, even i'm impressed with that long.. XD *trademark face a long time ago*
haiz jus fin promos quite some time ago, and i could rmb everyone goin 'oh shit, wad to do now? nothing to study for?' its rather ironic to a certain extent if u'd asked me. for me, i'm jus glad that i promoted but however there are some of my friends around me that may have difficulty in doing that. well this goes out to all of them;

DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!

Even if the world seems to fall around u, think abt the times when u've spent ur time fruitfully.. think abt the times spent with family, friends, ur elders? stop questioning what that i did not do or could have done properly, but more on what u can do at the present moment. Are u goin to jus stone down and let them 'stone' u to death? Are u goin to jus let them say abt what u presently are and let them think that ur goin to be doomed?
Prove them wrong! I know it seems hard at this point in time, but these are the times when something small to u may apper something big to another. Sometimes doin ur best just isn't enough, however when ppl see u that ur doing ur best, they will applaud and help u.

I seem so prophetic up there ^-^ but won't say much more.. jus a few more thoughts running thru my mind rite now;

1. cliques are inevitable in today's society, no matter where u are; maybe u might meet them earlier or later, but whatever the case u're bound to meet them. haiz let's jus say odac's kinda holding them plenty? i noe i'm preeettty much in the thick of it as well? ahah, jus wanted to laugh it out-->dramatic irony?

2. worries? ppl worry abt their present current life, abt their parents, results, loved ones. jus take a step back, retreat to oneself for a while, take a good look *not jus a glimpse* at the big picture of ur life *not the whole thing la, stupid!* and enjoy, cherish, saviour it *with moderation* and when u've done this, get back to reality and u can start worrying again :(

3. i cant stand some ppl in my life *not in this world, so not so bad*. They may appear so sweet with some leadership positions, but i jus don't think they live up to expectations? *well, at least to mine* though they've promised to do something for the organisation/society/school/class/family/group/company/clique(pick &choose), they often do not live up to that promise, and nonetheless, do the opposite instead. i wont be naming or accusing anyone *doubt anyone comes to my blog after such a long time anw* but yeah, jus some things to think abt.. i can say something for once, which is i do what i promise *well, most of the time* and try to do some thing extra? *so loggerish; ODACers u'll understand*. I noe this may not be the greatest mindset in the world or in class rite now, but bear with it, and sorry for any inconvenience caused while upgrading. XD

okok, gtg alr. its alr 12.55am and tmr still got morn run... hahah, wad a joke! XD

2007-11-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

YES!!!!!! FINALLY!!!

the exams are over!!!! (that's what i feel)
now can finally relax lo!!!! X)
jus still cant wait for 13 NOV!!!!!
argh too excited...
then NOOOOOO BOOOKS for a month!!!!
YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry its looks like i'm too overly excited anyway...
hehe
then the hols start and its gonna be a busy one for me anw...

hy: hey didn't noe that u knew i had a blog... well there wass "skl news", maybe u jus din hear long enuff? hehe

2007-11-01T02:06:00.000-07:00

wow this is my post after more than a year.. haiz.. i can see how DEAD my blog is now.. jus like the character on top.. hehe

well i'm basically in the midst of my o levels and think all the o level papers are rather easy(guyz pls dun kill me; i screwed up some as well)
i was supposed to study for my physics now, but hey wads the rush? shld study later...
well i dun think anyone would read this post anyway...(my friends would have deleted my link or would have thought my blog was dead anw)
and as for me...i'm gonnna be busy for the next couple of weeks so might not gonna be blogging for a while... well thats all cya!

2006-10-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

omg got so much things to catch up with...exams, lltc, results..
haiz...
exams were a bore...
too many days of my life was wasted on the many subs that i took.. haiz.. shldn't have taken up so many haiz..
boredom...
anyway to the next part: lltc b 2006!
prep day: worked very hard until it was almost 9 then a group of us stayed over at gabriel's hse...
first day:
shower perv of the camp...hehe. jus jkjk
jus a person to make sure that everyone bathes, communal style
was ok lar on the first day.. playing animal and all...
second day:
slept thru the morning run, woke up for morning shower routine...
everyone was pretty tired becos of the day be4
then during the break
though everyone was prety tired, someone proposed the idea of prank-calling
and i was like the first to give a number (heheheh, friends of mine hu got called, dun take it to heart) then suddenly a group was gathered around the hp...
then it rang *ring ring*
the other picked up

"hello, is this the australian pizza express??"

"no?"

"errrm i would like to place my order of a kangaroo pizza. i would like to have extra koala and ostrich toppings on it as well...

*silence*

"i think u have gotten the wrong number"

"no no, i dun think so, this is 9*******0 rite?"

"yeah and the directions to come to my hse, is fro ur shop, turn left turn right turn left turn right, turn left then right and finally left centre right"

*silence*

"i would like to have my pizza delivered on time at around ten mins time?"

then the person jus put down the phone and all of us had a good time laughing until we woke up some of the ppl sleeping in the parmenie... hehehe

then during solidarity lasallania we all were a bit high and started groping each other's a$$es and then we tau pok alexstine, hahah it was so fun...

damn i missed all the fun in llltc... its has only been two days but really missing the fun.. haiz...
nvm hope everyone will turn up for the gathering at the end of the year..
cya!

2006-08-29T22:12:00.000-07:00

feeling super bored now cos tv jus broke down and now cant even switch it on...
damn frustrating sia
dunno wad to do now...
haiz..
maybe shld start studying....NOT!!!
hehe jus feeling a bit random with no one in the hse besides me...
-________-

2006-08-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

jus came back from obs...
not as tanned as some other guys
the whole experience was wonderful, with the SEX(sea exped.) and the LEX(land ex.), with the height elements... we were also quite filled up with the food, as it was good and too much (had to throw leftovers)

got back TA results... results as follows:
English: 64
Chinese :66
E. Maths:71
A Maths:74
Geog:84
SS/Lit:84
Chem:55
Bio:63
Phy:50
L1R5:13
Overall %:67.89
Position in class: 16!

i noe my results aren't that spectacular but i'm alr quite satisfied with some of my marks except for one (no, not physics but CHEMISTRY!!!) was really hoping to ace my chem test ...but in the end, my laziness paid the price..
well thats abt all...

p.s. reminder to self: need to go out some time... need to relieve some stress...:(

2006-07-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

jus to update a busy month....
had gone for gym com, missing two days of sch (again!)... shld try to catch up if not will like lose out and get more and more hw...
went for the battle of the bands on last fri...saw quite a number of ppl there...like beatrice, annabel, ian, sarah and of all ppl, CHEW ZHI CHENG!!! it was great and my left ear was deaf for the night due to some ppl hu were sitting on the left of me, SCREAMING!!(hmm... i wonder??) met natalie and her cousin(tot was her bf!?!), sorry abt that...
next day, went for stc musical, "sing to the dawn"(why not dusk?), went with nicholas & richard, met eugene, bryane and amet on the way... it was quite nice actually, and was damn funny when the trio girls were talking to "dawn", with the high pitch end voice... saw so many ppl there! fer, weizhen, marianne, jacy, wileen... the musical was also quite funny lar so was still enjoyable...

feelin so bored..nothing to do except hw... haiz...

2006-07-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

yoz everyone
not been around lately cos of my illness and hospital visit
quite sick lar but shld be okay by the end of thursday
haha but mc until friday so will only see classmates all back on monday!!!
well gonna catch up on hw so cya!

2006-07-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

back is still burning so hot!!!!!
ppl out there, pls DON'T TOUCH MY BACK!!!!
its still damn hot, red and tanned at the same time
face is also a bit hot as well

well...ISABELLE RAWKS! ....-random

someone is daoing me sia...haiz..
so sad!

2006-07-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

today went out with ivan,fab, ralph, isabelle, dawn, michael, calvin, diana, jane, jerry and carmelle to sentosa...
was damn fun lar, went swimming in the sea (ee..damn salty) played captain's ball in the sea as well... played a bit of beach soccer...
went cycling when jane fell down and scratched her thigh
in the end, due to our carelessness, we lost both the soccer ball and the volleyball...
so paiseh...
i got so sunburnt lar until shoulders and back is like damn pain when touched by hand or water lor, arrgggghhhh stil pain sia...
isabelle was also sunburnt at the back while ralph had a face as red as mine...
hey u've got a nice tan lor! well that's wad isabelle said lor...
and i think i've got a nice tan-line across my hand which stops around my knuckles...
hehe
well gtg now, very tired from today..

p.s. dun tell my family that i swam today cos they did not allow it...readers pls...

2006-07-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

jus got too many things happening...
lltc was damn fun..
met so many ppl, made many new friends, matthew, royston, lixing, kenneth, alexstine, and dom the facil...
had rock-climbing which was not that scary lar, dragon-boat which i backsomerd into the river...
sessions (quite boring) but enriching in a sense, learnt new songs...

first day of the third term...
was still quite ok... did not do any hw (besides maths) also never kena screwed...

kindred spirits...
was fantastic... especially when sirhan's band came out with the guitarists..
wa lau, the guy suddenly jus jammed like no one's business sia...they jus rawked the whole house down, setting us free!
was jus great with the 2 emcees, so funny..
den saw seb and his 3 girls... once again bringing them... then never send them back home sia...
so disappointing...
well, at least i sent my date back to her car at least...

well that's abt jus the updates i can give... need to do hw ... mum pressing me...sian...

2006-06-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

omg feel so bored now..
only can do hw now cos there is no other games that i've not played with
and hw is jus too boring, feel so lazy e...v..e..n... too... type .... now.....
argh!
jus feel like to hit myself on the head jus to make myself thinking correctly
no one to talk to on msn rite now...
feel so lonely and neglected sia...
fadi...n...n...g... o..ffff...f.f.f.f....

2006-06-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

so long time never post liao....
got no time lar cos of so many activities
firstly, rme retreat
it was quite enjoyable lar cos i could open up to God thru confession, and had other games to play with also, plus there was also the 'colgate crew', who went to put colgate on fabian and mark joseph... haha, then someone reported us and then we did not have much fun after that...well, it was a good experience to be there though....
next up, my holiday/clean-up trip to malacca,
it was suppose to be a break period for my whole family, but in the end, due to unforseen circumstances, my family had to clean up the rented hse that was super dirty, dusty, and yucky too, so the whole time was burnt on the clean-up lor
last but not least, my pre-con camp
so touched by God, consoled by the Son, and overwhelmed by the spirit
that were jus some of the things that happened durin the camp,
it was very enriching, exciting, and nice
could spend time with my friends and really enjoyed it a lot so thank you to all the leaders and organisers!!! thank you for being that when i was weak and i'm touched by ur presence... may God bless u all! X)
that's abt all the recap i can give, anything else jus tag it...

2006-05-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

fuck man!!!!!!!
hate my life... my life has no meaning now...
mum forced me to mugg during the sch hols and i was like wtf!?!?!?!?!?
she wanted me to fucking study!!!! cbcbcbcbcb
can't stand it!!!!!! tell me like i noe the physics paper is not hard but is u that did not study ...
then i might as well tell her that only less than 10 passed in my class!?!?!
say i lazy, might as well say she take the bloody fucking hard test and then see lar... see hu talk big now!
fuck her... i noe its wrong but if ur in my stand, u would say the same fucking thing!
and now she has deleted every freaking game in my com until i cannot play anything except for spider solitare?!?!?! wat the fuck?!?!?!
i noe this bloody fucking post is damn fucking offensive so if u don mind, by all means, continue to read other damn bloody fucking offensive posts in my blog! X(

mi III

2006-05-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

actually this post is suppose to be on thurs... but due to procastinating and forgetfulness... today will be d day... thurs was the last day of the common tests, chemistry... one of my favorite and best subs in the world... was really excited as this was the last one and it would be freedom from the tests... *shout of exhilaration*(mind the spelling), dun want to tok abt the paper though, the more important part was when i went out to watch MI: III!! went out with charissa, linnette, and yongquan... it was my first time meeting linnette, so wanted to make a good impression so had to put on the quiet, good boy look, *but in the end, said some vulgarities*. linnette was quite sociable but the strange thing was that she said that i looked like some guy called "wesley"??, she said that he was quite an irritating guy and that he always bugged her and charissa..., *even telling to fuck off, didn't work(wad perserverence sia...) well anyway, coming back to the movie, *spoiler alert, dun read this if u haven watched it yet!*, yq (yongquan for short-form) and i managed to learn that tom cruise could participate in long jump, 100m-sprint, do all the three sciences as well... he managed to calc the distance to jump off a building, using physics, and his heart managed to come "alive" after it had stopped beating for abt a few mins?!?! that was funny though... cos he also managed to grab a gun nearby and aim?!?!? wad ridiculous bullshit! after the movie, we followed linnette to topshop... more or less, the rest of the time, we jus walked with linnette, into every boutique, looking at clothes, while yq and i jus stayed one side, walking rounds in the boutiques... after eating dinner *actually, it was only me that ate dinner, the rest ate very little*, we went on to heeren. there we met brandon, derek and co., playing road to world cup in the adidas shop... then yq pang se *left* the three of us, with derek and bryane... following, charissa, linnette and i went to starbucks, wher we each had a drink, and had to wait on for yq...damn him, wait for so long, until charissa almost got scolding, haiz..
well, after that, its history... i really enjoyed my outing, got to noe a new friend, and had .... well jus a nice outing lar... dun need to say that much...

2006-04-11T02:59:00.000-07:00

life sux u noe that??
give u an example..
yesterday while trainin, jun siew decided to gather the sec 1 trampers, sec 2 and sec 3 artistic(though we did not give a fuck), non-competing for a performance in kindred spirits..
after gathering and settling down them after a while, coach decides to find out why was there a big crowd there...
js then told him that he was organising the performance, then he replied that he wanted the sec 1 trampers and sec 2 artistic to train... everyone was still calm until...
in the meantime, josh, julian and i were doing a 1-min handstand and then he pointed to us saying that js could use us... and everyone went wtf!!!
even julian (who was rather gentleman usually) scolded coach rite in the face...*fuck u!!*
we all rather shock at the remark, but it was something that we all had wanted to say it long ago...
even though the profainity was said so loudly, coach did not do anything as he did not understand english (haha lol)
maybe that was sort of a blessing in disguise...
well, in truth, practically the whole team did not like coach and we are not biased against him hor!!
gtg!
bb

2006-03-31T21:44:00.000-08:00

not been bloggin for quite some time...
probably stressed out from sch work, jus finished maths trail reflection, for past whole week had been feeling bored and yet still had to hear from my mum telling me off, "son, do ur own revision, this is for ur own good."
dun u think isn't the line, "its for ur own good" a bit too old after a while??
cant other ppl think of other lines??
it makes u think after a while, dun u think?
anyway, might have to perform for kindred spirits in July...
sianz... teacher volunteered practically the whole non-competing artistic team lor
then he told us that we need only do some simple stuff, like cartwheel and some forward-roll thingy...
julian did not want do the thing because he had given up on gym very long time...
i was like wtf?!? so simple, everyone wont get impressed lor... was thinking of other harder stuff lor, like back flip/somersault or at least an aerocut *mind the spelling*
some more it was in front of the whole sec 1 cohort and the night after, will be the rest of the sji and other ppl from other schs!?!?!
now listening to dance inside by all american rejects...
now my life takes a dive into boredom...
cya

2006-03-20T04:36:00.000-08:00

this is the my post after the first day at school in term 2... woke up slightly late...but nevertheless reached sch on time.. second period came, and my class was abt to get a new mats teacher, omf(short form, ask me for details).. everyone was quite tense though we tot she was a nice teach until...
she asks the whole class to introduce themselves by saying out their names. we had a few jokes now and then, then it came my turn
i told her my name and since it was not stated in the register, i had to inform her as well, she then say "mmmm.. mathias rite?" i replied with a yeah.. and the next thing u noe it, she tells me "mathias, dun try anything funny!" i was like "wtf!!!!", wad did i do?!?!? *actually nothing, and she still told me the comment* that really pissed me off for the rest of the day and was in a bad mood for quite some time, till pse which we had our hol to take us for the class...
haha quite funny lar he... first thing, he comes in, asks " hey u, with the aero-dynamic hairstyle, come here"
i turned around as he wasn't looking at me but then he says " dun need to turn around, its u" ok... i went up front and he asked me whether it was natural, i told him yeah... and then he tried to 'flatten' it? first, he merely pressed his hand on top of my hair, failed... hehe, then he tried to use static electricity? rubbing his hand in my hair to flatten it, he still failed.... cos my hair still stands.... muahaha really a big fat joke
after that, my life goes a boring dip... go for training then come back home... so boring... haiz...
ok gotta sign off...its getting late...
peace out!

2006-03-03T00:17:00.000-08:00

this is my proper blog from the last time, haiz so long never update so pai se that everyone that visited my blog and din see anything new... jus got most of my test results so more less quite unhappy cos highest sub was only 78? din fail anything though yet... so scared will fail english and chinese.. damnit.. skipped training today as well, later will go for stations though i think, hopefully feel so tired still ...haiz...

2006-02-28T07:01:00.000-08:00

jus changed the skin and still not really happy with it though... the stupid box jus would not extend...argh, quite frustratin after a few tries... saw wwj's blog, quite chikopeh sia...tmr then tok the rest, now quite tired... *yawn* tmr is a day of fasting & abstainence.... and wad am i goin to abstain from? guess.. mum's calling me to sleep.. bb

jus came back from camp

2005-11-21T20:06:00.000-08:00

came back from camp yesterday...
damn tired now cos each day i only slept at abt 3 plus for 3 nights
let me recall the camp..
friday night:
was introduced to the stay-in campers
at abt ten, they went to bed...(dunno whether they got sleep or not..)
fer and marianne had gastric
the leaders slept abt 2-3 plus
saturday:
woke up at abt 7, met up with the day campers...
went to labrador park, got scratched in one of the games, along with three others as well in my grp...
andy got very high after drinkin 2 cans of the coke & joined fer in laughin non-stop
sunday:
went for mass
after that, saw my mom and sis outside
went to botanical gardens
was raining, so could not play much...
stayed under the pavillion and sang praise
later in the night, we had campfire where there was jus a really small fire...
sang campfire and praise songs
played guitar until quite late in the night (sore fingers)
monday:
went to west coast park
was drizzling but did not dampen the spirit
the kidz played the wet stuff...
i stayed under to play nandee's guitar and sing a bit of songs as well
*pain in the fingers*
charissa went dizzy cos she did not sleep well the night be4
*yawn*
feelin tired now, but stil mus continue
it was then discovered that charissa dropped her hp on the bus while goin back...
and she had to go to some big car park to get her hp or never
somemore the driver was goin to leave 5 mins after he parked the bus so quite hard...
at abt 5 plus, she and joachim came back with the phone...
(hurray to uncle devan)
had to find our prayer pal, though i had found mine two nights be4
was irina, suppose to hug her, so hug lor...
while others went "ooo..."
then it was freedom...
dun want to write anything more...
damn tired now..
cya

2005-11-15T22:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to sentosa with charissa, joachim and annette... but before that we did not noe wher to go... and started off by flickin a piece of paper to choose our destination at harbourfront mrt.. got all sort of weird places (bishan, sengkang)... charissa suggested goin to changi airport to play hide & seek(two terminals to play with) then we saw a grp of ppl goin to sentosa so we decided to go to sentosa, just to take photos... have some of the photos though, mus find them... at abt 5 plus, we went back and i went to tiong bahru to collect my sec 3 books, they were freaking heavy(plus my sis' sec 2's) after that went back home and done... later going to harbourfront to meet up for the camp briefing (wats there to brief anyway??)

posting results

2005-11-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

woah.. finally could touch the com after abt 1-2 weeks... stupid com fan had to break down, wad to do, fate... well i got my posting results on friday... was damn worried cos scared could not go into triple sci class and not meet up to my own expectations (lol) was also quite nervous so went abt 8 from costa sands downtown east, reach there abt 9... cold sweat running off my palms, tried not to be crazy by tokin to some other friends, that were not so nervous.. there were a few ppl that were punished so they went early to do some filing up for the postings... then these few guys came back and they were like so excited (not knowing at that time..) then one of them told us, that my friend(2nd in class) went to 321 (double sci class)!!!! then we went all "wtf" faces?!?!?! at that time, we got news that hahn went into 333, keenan, kendrick, joel, zhi cheng and aaron went into 325 and i din noe mine yet so a bit nerve-wrecking? later went to the pac to collect my posting results.... got the paper, immediately went to have a look at it *drum roll...* 3...3...3!!!!! triple sci, double humans, nine subs, rather heavy dun u think? it was good news that i got into 333, but i will not get to see my friends now that they have gone to diff class, only hahn and i got into 333 from my class so its quite lonely.. haiz... wad to do.. fate.... gtg guys!!! cya

2005-10-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

jus two more days to go to ACE camp...
will be dirty, muddy, stinky, shitty, above all, enjoying!!!!! (i think)
after this post, i will be probably be bloggin on friday or sat cos i think this post will be my last before ACE camp...
might be goin for praise tis friday, i dunno, cos i might be too stinky, and tired to go for it...
well, i will defitnitly go for cat class on sunday though
my back and thighs are aching from friday's training still..
hope they will not trouble me too much durin ace camp
now listening to some song that sounds very familiar but can't recognise it.... damn lame
argh!!!! can't be lamer now!!!!!!

2005-10-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

this is probably a yesterday's account... yesterday was world mission sunday to those all hu dunno wat yesterday was... then my church had somesort of a bbq & party... we were suppose to bring friends along as well to celebrate the occasion... i brought abt 5 ppl, others brought abt 3 to 4 so i brought quite a large number of ppl... then camillus challenged my friends to a game of soccer n the winner would get rachel pan!!!!!! (i think so...) we started at abt 8, ended around 9.20pm and the score was 2-3, we lost.... then the best part was that the prize was no where, out of sight... so we went downstairs to get some food to fill up our stomachs later we saw rachel... then i said to joachim, "go and claim ur prize" then he replied " rach, st theresa has won u so u still belong to st theresa's!!!!" then i went =_= well my friends all like fucked up then went back home themselves... then i stayed back and talked with the youth group ppl, talked to abt 11 plus (with my sis buggin me at the back) after that, we cleared every thing up, the garbage, the chairs, the tables and the rest of the stuff... all in all, we had quite a fun time there even though we had to clear the smelly stuff.. haha lol
p.s. will always rmb the troublemakers that day... the tomboy and the ah lian!!!!

2005-10-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

bloggin now cos got something to rite (i think)
now listening to numa numa by ozone (not known to me)
tokin trash now (haha)
feelin lame typing this out... (yay?)
want to go out and watch movie but dunno which one to catch (haizz...)
so troublesome...
y r there no nice movies to catch now?
the exams r over and yet to get bak my results
and then...

CANNOT WATCH ANY MOVIES!!!!! ARGGHH!!!!!

so frustrating
want to go out but dunno go wher....
anyone can suggest any place pls put it in my tagboard
if u even bother to read up to here... k?
jus suggest any place...
cos its my only time when i can be let off from my mom...
then after results, i doubt the chance will come

this coming wed is the return of my papers....
so screwed when i get them bak....
so scared, nervous, petrified, jellified (dunno wat does that mean either) and almost heart-stopping some times..
this is affecting like wat class i go to and whether i pass into sec 3 or not...
freaking nervous, damnit!!!!
mus really get a miracle teach to mark my stuff if not i'm totally screwed
*blowing my hair on my forehead, with cold sweat running down my head*
wat to do... (actually nothing)
let's jus pray that i can get a reasonable and well result...

2005-10-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

haiz...
bloggin now...
cos damn sian...
watch movie "dreamcatcher" today in sch
was supposed to b a horror movie, in the end only got two scary parts....
first, was when an alien worm came out of the toilet bowl and ate a person's face
while the other was when a guy was pissing into the snow, another alien worm bit his d!&k...
*poor guy* in the end, both ppl died...
no story line
in the end, they found out that their friend is an alien....
wonder wat are my friends thinkin after seein this show...
cos they always call me "martian"
hmm...
after tmr, monday, and tuesday... i'm screwd cos my results r comin out on that day and damn worried abt it... then cannot play anymore *damn*
scared cannot be at my standard.... *arggh*
tmr goin for st theresa's youth grp's prayer & worship 4 the first time
dunno wat to do tmr though, so a bit nervous
but wont b scared cos got quite a number of friends there so shldn't b a prob...
haven even told my mum goin to the prayer & worship... haha lol
goin to tell her later though... hope to get a "yes" fro her...
k guys or girls cya

exams are finally over

2005-10-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!! the exams are finally over!!!!! i'm so happy... now can slack the whole day!!! though having a slight cold... tmr need to go to immigration to renew... *sniff, sniff*... my sis is stil having her exams so cannot play very loud music... damn... feel damn sian now cos xbox is down, tv cannot be on.. arggh, feelin so frustrated
on monday got inter-class soccer!!!! yeah!!! 210 will rule again!!! cya

one more day to finish exam!!!

2005-10-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! finally its jus one more day till my class partys until all our ballz drop.. now trying to study physics... hope to rmb all é formulas mr lam taught.... MUST REMEMBER ALL OF THEM!!... arrggh gettin headache *Ouch* *tryin to shake off the headache*... now jus staring blankly at the com.... while others are probably muggin..*haha* gotta go!!!

five more days to finish exam

2005-10-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

its jus five more days till my exams are over....then we can party till our balls drop!!!!YEEAAAHH!!! (that was quoted from someone by the way) i really need to study hard for this last few papers to bring up my results so that i can get my target...if not i might break down...jus kidding..haha
shld be studyin now but felt rather bored...
listening to qi li xiang by jay chou.... see, told u i was bored..
reminder to self: 5 more days to finish exam

never study

2005-09-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

after so long, then did i decide to blog again...doin this when i was suppose to study...aren't i a good boy?? also felt rather bored to do any studying... tomo mats paper one...well i'm screwed!!!! yea.. peace out

2005-07-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

now, feelin bored...hav studied for thursday's chinese test alr. today we had the C' Div gym nationals. the team had a big blow to them. jus 2 hours before the com, our gym cap (name will not be disclosed, for me to noe, for u to find out), sprained his arm while doing his routine on the floor. we were totally shocked as he had trained so hard and yet he injured himself at é eleventh hour. he was also one of the best gymnasts in the team so we were also quite disheartened. durin the competition, when ben was doin his dismount, he did not turn his body as much and so landed on his shin and was deducted a lot of points. we were hopin he could finish his routine and that would hav helped the team a lot. well, we were jus wishin only...at their last event, the floor, there came a surprise which boosted the team's morale. when ievan finished his routine, he got a magnificent score of 8.75/10 which meant that he was leading overall in floor la. then when jing feng followed, he got a even better score of 8.95/10 which gave him his gold. we were all shocked by the magnificent score n everyone rejoiced even though we only had two medals. after the whole com, we went to mac to hav a ''mini'' celebration. we even walked around junction 8 as part of our celebration. the morale of the story:" Anything can happen when u least expect the unexpected."

2005-05-15T16:30:00.000-07:00

actually dis is more of a recount of yesterday than today. went to tution yesterday, though almost missin d shuttle bus, later went to bk(short for burger king), and guess wat i saw?? gen and annabel doin their art dere, messin a portion of d place n occupyin d whole table which was quite understanding as dere were 4 of dem n needed to put their place somewher. anyway i went to buy my lunch and sat opposite dem jus to chek out wat stupid stuff they might do, n they did!! while annabel was holdin a band or someting, gen was supposed to cut it. while cuttin it, gen(i think) went to cut some glitter or sometin and it went to annabel's face n dirtied her or someting. even after i finished my lunch (30 mins), they will stil doin dere stuff and were stil messin place. went upstairs, and met jacy dere, so decided to tell her n brought her to bk to let her see d ''spectacular" she was quite surprised n wanted more ppl to c d scene. she went upstairs n saw victoria n jocelyn's bag so went to look 4 them, i messaged beatrice to come faster. in the end, all of them manage to c d "spectacular" after seein it, we went up and saw gu teacher, d girls saw her n wanted to complain abt d present teach (tadpole-water one), in d end, we went for tution n did all work finish at 3. at around 3.15, gen and annabel's friends fro d group came up to c wat they were doin for chinese tution, den d tadpole-water teach(dunno wat she was thinkin) said dat they had a nice figure...it's like wtf the whole class laughed n started wonderin wtf she was thinkin at dat point of time...oh well, later went to church and it ended abt 10 someting which was quite late n went back quite drenched as it was raining cats n dogs. goin to watch episode III in one week's time so very excitin!!!! oh well, life goes on

2005-05-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

today i lost my shoe bag(wtf) then worst stil, inside got my gym shirt and my adidas TRACK PANTS stil got, today was the second day of my common tests, physics, many topics of sec1 came out and most dun understand..so like s#!+ lor, somemore forgot to put units(damn!), den my pe teacher went to scare by sayin u hav 5 mins...left...more...scared me like s#!+ cos i almost like in my 2nd last question and thought no time already, d nxt period din not hav chino, so practically hole class went wil & started tokin abt world of warcraft etc. later durin mats i overheard hahn tokin abt naz dat he got 48/50 for his common test and was wonderin wat were my marks, so nervous... den wen it was time to see d class marks so wen i saw, i realised i got 43/50 for common test which was much higher than moi expectation(sure fail) then wen my mats teach calculated total marks and mine was 83.5/100 which was like WTF, we den went to watch a movie on vampires durin english supple class, was quite gory and bloody everwher in d hole movie but teach told us it was all jus for entertaing purposes so took it easy as was jus for entertainment.. gtg everyone bb

2005-05-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

sorry to all those who saw my post on the thai girls...i'm really sorry for what i have said and hope dat all of hu were offended by d post, plz accept this apologisation from me and to all, i promise dat i wont put such comments on my blog or posts

2005-04-29T20:41:00.000-07:00

die se, haven study for common test
common test in jus a few days
must get at least A for both of my tests
if not, results will be pulled down
nationals comin in abt 2 months
haven done a round on d pommel
so lan, very pai se
must train harder

later, m goin to tution so probably will meet d "tadpole water" teach
shld hve an excitin lesson

p.s. must finish character profile(1000 word essay) by end of term

2005-04-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

got chosen to be lead singer for song "do u hear d ppl sing"(original title)
chosen title will come out soon..
felt very sick today..
din go school, took a day mc
d best part is dat i missed trainin for (i think) abt 4 times
surely get screwed if i go fr trainin tomo but if i dun go, still get screwed somehow or another so better get screwed now or worse
still coughin and tomo still must do video-editin by some stupid director called Christopher aka. Chocolate, Hamster and (for me), Fat S#!+
got a huge pile of homework
"gonna need a forklift, cos the baggage weighs a ton"(taken frm "Almost, Bowling for Soup")
gotta go
see ya ppl

thai visit to my sch for mission

2005-04-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

today hppend to be international frendship day, and we had some vistors from thailand. dey came from several diff schs and d name is too lng to remember or take down well, it was announced during assembly(how to?) dey came jus as we(legion of mary) did las year. when assembly was over, d thais went in pairs to diff sec 2 classes(i guess to noe more on how we'd study) but dey din come mua class. y? cos d 2 legionares in mua class did not want to "take care" of them. anyway, d class nxt to mua, had a "yinyang" pair of thais. i mean that one of them was damn fat while d other was damn chio lor...by d end of day, we went to LT2 to learnt somethin of 1st aid or somethin like dat.. also, d thais got to go bak with d legionares' homes(one night stand) den i said," wat if she was a SHE-MALE?!" mua frends jus laughed together and cld not eat their lunch fr a while d thais din even understand a single word dat came frm mua mouth...anyway today no traing but stil went to gym to play lor for fun of it ass coach not in sch, got some Singapore Open tomo la dats y today no traing...anyway today was quite a fun day and shld be jotted down in mua calendar

a normal gym training

2005-04-13T04:59:00.001-07:00

today, guys and gals out dere hu c dis, i hope u wld, after dis, do not join gym as a CCA. as a normal training day, we did some stretches such as splittg our legs to a 90'd angle and bend down to d floor. den we started our traing by doin run-off-backflip. yea, it may seem cool but its DAMN FUKIN HARD. at first, i almost, according to my coach, "commited suicide", by landing on my neck. after dat, we did our floor routine consisting of handspring(handstand, then flip over), handstand-foward-roll, 2 legs-handstand turn, landing split legs, den stretch a bit den do a press-up, after dat we did headspring(headstand then flip over), 2 cartwheels, a scale, and run-off-backflip-backflip(did not do, cos no guts and xperience). dats abt one section, one down four more to go, then we did the pommel(mushroom). we had 2 turn our holl body around the mushroom, if we could not go round once(like me and a few others), we wil get pinched on the shoulder muscle for failing to complete it. in the end, i was pinched and stil could not do it though. by then, it was about 5.30pm and we had a test d nxt day, so we could go bak early to revise. we had to do about 100 dips(push-ups on parellel bars, hands only) and 100 push-ups. it was a bit slacky for the PT cos we hd done b4 abt 300 dips and 500 push-ups. yea dats abt it, a slacky gym traing and now u shld noe dat wats gym like

ps: for all chi ko peks out there, there r plenty of GIRLS gymnasts dere from CJC and NYGS

2005-03-26T23:40:00.000-08:00

yo ppl, long time no blog..jus saying hi to all those hu have jus added my blog add..anyway yesterday in my tution we had to change teachs...i thought well ok, jus some new technique to teach..then wtf had some "tadpole water" teach came in with another teach, better still..she brought some "mud water" to drink...then i dunno what was she writing when she gave my paper back after marking it...there were only like wo, ta and the end of the sentence,the "ju hao", she really could become a doctor with dat handriting(no offense to all doctors)...even before class, beatrice told to the group of girls,"she drinks weird stuff"(original saying, no adaptation) i totaly laughed at it with the group of girls jus behind me laughing after me..during class, the girls totaly were laughing their hearts out cos i constantly heard them laughin fr no gd reason, one of the more funny parts was dat jacy was wearin a pink shirt and the "tadpole" teach called her "chuan fen hong se de nu hai"(after dat even called her some weird name), thus the nickname "pink-color lady" then jus befor class end, the "tadpole water" teach finished her "mud water"(though she told us dat was coffee), i & another classmate saw wat was in the bottom of the bottle...it was like tea leaves or someting like that, it was totally disgusting after she said dat she was drinkin coffee, eeww...gotta go ppl..:o

my bio common test

2005-03-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

thought i would fail my bio...didn't and even better...got the highest in class..lol...anyway i stil quite sick, must do homework...arrgh!!! goin to die!!!#%^&& stil my results may suk badly so shldn't count me chicks before they hatch...got to go... byeeeeeeee...

family bonding

2005-02-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

whew...jus came back from malaysia..had family bonding through food poisoning....(dun want to tell u hu it is)..i'm really jus glad to be back here in homeground..not sayin dat malaysia's alien or any ting...

abt school work

2005-02-06T01:26:00.000-08:00

woah.. i jus finish posting comments on other people blogs... what to do but complain on blog lo... any way jus lol